OK. this few days damn shag... esp wed... i reach homeuse com lesss then 5 mins likedat buey tahan go sleep le... then wanted to wake up at nine or smth to do hw... in the end my sis see me so tired ask me go back sleep.. soo i roll down to my bed and sleep till ytd morning... =/ more than 12 hrs.. still not enough.. =/ then somemore this few days i damn damn damn forgetful... forget to do stuff like making calls, sms, and bring lec notes.. =/... my friends also see me shakes head sia.. there are alot of times where i never check my phone and there are like 10 messages...ppl smaming me to reply... esp on wed.. cause i totally can't use phone... and somemore end late... haiz.. many of a times i dun feel like meeting... caause eveytime wanna meet like will have smth happen.. like sudden project meet up, teacher let us off damn late and stufff... like feel so ps la.. letting my friends everytime wait for me in this sem.. =[... haiz.. ok.. i'm gonna be busy soon with projects and test coming like soon.. i'm gonna study liao.. damn kns la...wed have the ssm... then thurs have MICE test... liek kns.. =[.. somemore earlyint he morning 7.45?? werid timring for tet la... ok i go prepare le.. bubye..

Ok. I was right!! ytd i really sick... have fever.. cause my sis askme take temp.. then take the degree is like 37.4? not really high la.. but still fever.. then at one panadol and sleep.. today wake up..feel better le.. but ot like ytd... though still cold... but still ok la.. =]..first lesson was ticketing... gt bac tet result..43/50.. =].. happy happy.. =].. then realise lano lesson cause tutor on MC... lolx... derneed see today de mice teacher like yeh!! then ahd lunch with joyce then hsh.. =].. tmr is SSM..=< nevous la... hope will be ok... yupps...=].. wish me luck!! =]

Oh.. today was bese presentation, not bad. =].. then was break..went bus eat chop chop... then was corporate photography... think will be not very nice la..lolx.. then went to level 1 lab to use lappy while other use com and print things... =]... then went up.. ate cupnoodle again.. cause sheryl la.. lolx.. then later went some place...
shall not mention..=].. but hope everything's fine... was worried... and i think i'm gg sick le... cause whole day derno why feel very cold while the others feel quite hot??? then earlier was shivering while bathing.. and headache when gg home too=[... then wed ssm.. si liao la!!! waitress leh...=/... ok.. shall go rest soon ba.. =]
*i was worried sick, hope it won't happen again. =]

OK so many movies so wanna watch.. but most out on next year..=[.. i watch Valentine's Day which would be out on feb, The Last song which the trailer is i think superb out on april, the chipmunk show out this christmas.. i also wanna watch the my girlfriend is an agent sia.. lol.. soo many movies!!!
tmr have presentation.. gonna prepare.. yupps..

WORD FOR THE DAY: TIRED =[
today was ssm as usual. though i doing stewarding but still abit stress. then legs still damn pain =[.. overall tiring day.. but denro will pass ma leh..yupps.. next wekk i waiter..like damn sian lo.. acc wanted to be runner de..haiz..nvm.. =]...
tmr meeting the girls... like yay!! can't wait!! excited... gg take lots lots photos.. =]..
ok...sleeping soon..=]..toodles..

Well.. is the 5hrs break day =/... then was lecture... i spend my 5 hrs go skool opp eat.. slack in lab... outaide lab and in lab again then outside again then finally was lecture... nth much la.. but things been flowing through my mind recently.. haiz.. if only everything was as easy as 1,2,3 then my life would bso much simplier and then maybe i would be happy... =]..

I DERNO WHATS HAPPENING TO ME MAN!!! HELP ME PLEASE!!
when can slp derwan slp.. cannot slp wannna slp...
then not enough slp...=[... then i these few days damn damn damn blur... i talk will repeat de leh!!! jialat!!! then sometimes i talk hor i also derno what i talking sia... then ppl talk to me hor... i like dun understand likedat... if not like never hear likedat.. like tat time mac... derno wad happen la... sheryl wanna change seats with me cause she and joyce sharing same tray?? then i derno why i go clear my tray and ignore her??? then she tsk me then i say wad... then later derno why i stand up acc wanna change with her then i sit down again... lolx.. somemore this happens like 2-3 times sia... then finally change sits le.. then i gt use their tray ma to put sauce... then gt one part i eat half way eat dao sheryl de fries i didn't even realise... then she was like looking at me i was like what??? then i raelise... lolx.. jialat la =[...then if not hor i alone walking or sitting down they also say i look damn damn damn blur... lolx... jean today also gt say... i derno why la... cause i was like walk walk walk looking around like lost likedat cause i sudden;y block by ppl then can;t find joyce and sheryl.... then derno why eveytime wanna find jean in the end saw dao de always not jean is jean de friend...lolx.. then sudden;y like the freidn face like damn big likedat.. lolx..
today was a TIRING DAY... had lec.. then i was so blur tat i forogt bring my whole file... ho seh liao!!! then i at there stare and stare... then till 12?? went opp eat..then when gg back saw jean and her class ppl.. =].. then went to walk CCN.. then later walk engine saw jean class de booth... no jean so didn't really wanna support... hahaha.. then later wlak out receive jean msg say wad she walking in then i also walking out??? then i didn't saw her sia.. only saw her friends... then de ws face suddnly like very big... like totally block zhu jean de face?? then finnaly saw... then later gt talk abit then pei joyce go bookshop... then took bus to airport and change pass... by far.. today is the earliest day i have reach compared to the other 3 days... lolx... then get deployed... gt t2 p3... our grp quite slack la.. lolx.. cuase we all tired and stuff... gt talk talk talk..lolx.. went in shop shop shop too.. isnce last day..=].. thenafter all sit cab home.. raining so ask uncle drive in carpark.. =].. gonna slp soon ba... shall see how...cause everytime hor... off lappy wanna slp hor.. lie on bed still can't slp... denro why too..=/.. toodles!!

I OVERSLEPT FOR TWO DAYS CONSECTIVE. THINK IS DUE TO APEC BA... THEN GO SKOOL DAMN DAMN DAMN BLURRRR!
cause i tues gt apec...12plus gg 1 reach home... bath and pack dao bag lai 2... then i suspose to wake up at five to do my hair and stuff.. cause have to leave home by 6.15 cause meeting friends at 7... in the end i woke up at 6 then i chiong go make hair and cab down... no peak hr.. so 4.60.. bu far the chapest cab i have took. SSM day was bad... real bad.. and operation start next week... so for 3 weeks i would be at top table... STRESS AR!!! TOP TABLE EH... S and J not with me on same grp too sian... but nvm la..gt nice ppl there..=]... Like what ppl use to say... xian ku huo tian... after top table i would be at tcc then later suger loaf... yupps.. just hope everything turns out fine... cause tat day.. the mr goh keep shouting and shouting... damn fierce...cause my stewarding dry run dun need do anything... only mop floor all tat at the start nia..soo we went to help out... i went to help out cashier... but didn't help much.. cuase think will yue bang yue mang... only help to check captain's oorder.. feel bad cause rejected a lot cuse the teacher beside me damn strict... a little only ask me to reject... feel damn bad sia... then gt last part during end briefting he angry till he zhao.. then was sugarloaf dryrun... now we became guest... but didn't do much la.. then toptable dismiss... i wait at locker for J and S... yupps.. cause they need to clean up... then later we went swimming pool then eat... then i realise it's not even 4 yet... i then knew acc we 2.30 jiu fang le.. lolx.. then eat slack.. sheryl went off.. then pei joyce will 6 then went home.. =]... damn tired... but can't slp..derno why... which cause me today wake up late again..lucky sheryl call me ar... to comfirm today gt makeup tut anot... then think i still slping i say dun have tut ar.. shld be next week la... then i still tot is gt lec @ nine.. acc the lec is at 11... lolx... then cab skool again.. was not late... the tut... then pon lec.. went mac eat..then went lab... slack.. then basic cal... had 30 mins go through tut and then test 30 mins... not bad quite esy..hope no careless mistakes..=]... then 3 can go home le ba... then bus home... =]..
tmr still have apec...hmmm then i sat shld not be gg le ba... since nobody peo me go see the comp.. yupps =]... toodles shall go slp now.. if not tmr late again..=/

The 6 letter 'S' word is all over me now... esp after today... is like i knew things.. but in the end cork up cause was too nervous?? yupps..=[

Ok.... back to blogging now... cause last few days damn busy with skool and apec..
thurs had minds lec which was by far the most boring lecture i've been to?? been trying real hard to listen but... it not the sub la.. is the way the lecturer teach... i just can't adapt to it.. then was break... then went for a few mins calculas then off to airport... lots of ppl queuing up to change pass... then went up... sign in sit quietly first.. then later found my partner for tat day.. sit and had small chats.. was assign to t3... t2 and t1 went off first... so me and my othter t3s sit in the room talk first... nice ppl i must day.. =]... and later the incharge came back... told us today t3 very little flight... then suddenly say have one extra flight from taipei... then i said..OK! i would be so looking forward to the taipei flight... soo off we go... in the end gt two other guys join us... we at the baggage area anyway.. yupps..cause their there gt nth... then derno why i very excited ar.. keep at there taipei taipei... then the two guys quite friendly lah.. lolx.. then keep making fun of me.. taipei taipei.. then we sty say and there like human signboards likedat lolx.. damn funny... then no flights we went sit... then after long... gt one guy turn and say was tat shining over there... then i turn... saw s.h.e. sign boards... then i was like they coming meh??? how come soo little ppl nia... lolx... then derno why i suddenly say loudly my taipei flight... then the two guys keep knocking my head la.. cause i keep at there taipei... but i feel weird... cause soo little fans... then we saw ppl come down... then i faster chiong there wait... lolx.. the two guys keep shaking there heads lo..lolx.. then really gt S.H.E. seh!!! cause i saw my grp gt ppl come down damn excited then i knew they coming le.. so we were like so excited la... first i saw was selina.. she was wearing red... and she took off her mask... heard her talk too... then saw hebe!!! =DDD she was wearing blue blouse and pants?? then ella wear black... was them excited la we.. they were like so damn close to us but we can'tdo anything cause we are wearing the uniform...soo we keep looking and they smiled..=] though hebe and ella were wearing mask.. but still can sense there smile..=DDD soo lucky la.. then later they went to sit while waiting for their baggage.. then we gu yi walk pass and they smile at us again... and wave abit.. lolx.. then we went out... told our outside crew.. then gt one guy like s.h.e. ma... soo we ask him faster go in then think they collect le.. then they move to the end there then we slowly walk while the fans run??? then i saw damn alot of fans at the barricade there.. lolx.. then we say so this is where all the fans are.. lolx.. then we go kpo look again.. then later over le we high tgt...lolx.. then i say i knew it!!! taipei flight is the best!! lolx.. then we went to room and brag tgt.. lolx.. then eat dinner... then had lots of chats and talks.. =DDD...cause gt one guy is yr1984 and another is yr 1983 de... then the 83 de look younger then the 84 de lo... lolx.. then we keep laughing at the 84 guy.. haha.. then went back do duty again... i was at there taipei taipei... then later we split with those guys cause they gt flight at their side le... soo yupps.. then we and the girl talk talk talk.. =].. then no flights le we went over to the boys there... they waiting for their last flight which was 11.50?? which is like one hr later..then its was still early soo i say we pei them till 11.15 then we slowly walk off??? cause the girl like wanna faster go home?? but then even if we go now also can'tso early go back ma... then we talk almost everything... then the guys use the board keep hititng my head...say was cause i yougest and they cannot reach the the other girll.. they keep hitting untill i give up le lo... i hit both of them too la.. who ask they keep bully me... they still say we old guys of course will bully younge girl lah... i was like no no no... lolx... then later we went off,,, the girl chiong damn fast lo... lolx.. then took cab home..$11.50 uncle drove damn damn damn faST CAN!!! scary!!!
then today has 9 am lesson >.<.. almost dun want to wake up.. still pull myself up in the end.. then was2hr bese cause last week dun have?? then went acc awhile let teacehr check work then i go off for apec... then i went airport...long queue for airport pass... waited damn long... luckily saw one friend... then we talk abit..waited for like 1 1/2hr for the pass lo....then went up...gt deployedto t2outside alone cause my partner haven't come...and i saw a male artist but denro who?? he is attending the SHA?? cause the person waiting outside for him gt the tag/pass... then gt 2 security too... then later saw him..but like gt see before but dun know leh..cuase he wearing mask... then i only saw 4 fans... lolx.. then i continue do my duty... then my partner came.. then i went up eat... then down...we damn slack la...then we talk alot alot... then we go find his friend... then is china flight i think...t ehn the ppl derno how to fill i?? then the staff there derwan help?? then we help abit lo... help one all zoom come ask to help.. then we went back for our last few flights then cab home =]... this time $12..=] ok gtg now bubye!

hm... today was indeed an tiring day! the ytd totally can't slp due to stress nor.. then today we decide our faith in ssm.. as in our grouping.. i diff frm joyce and sheryl.. but ok la.. can know more ppl..=]... then our group start at top table... damn stress but like they say.. xian ku huo tian.=]...then cause we must pai pai zhan in the morning ma... then gt one teacher walk across and looked at me and say you very familar.. my first reaction was to tell my friend beside me "of course la!!! i last week qiu him for the wine opener so long.. dun rmb cai guai ar" lolx.. then later my turn to check grooming tat teacher walk pass again then say ask u wad surname ar?? then later say you look like my niece.. lolx..then my first reaction like huh? then the teacher tat check my grooming sayat first say i look like wanna hit him...but then cause i damn tired ma.. then he say u look like mr neo's niece then wad must keep up ur grooming .. lolx.. then today starting was talking abt job descriptions... then break... then was forming grps... set table... set till damn stress... cause teachers keep finding our flaws as in a little slant will ask us adjust, then all the length must be same all tat... then we like omg lo... then next was to place cutlery according to our captain's order... ok la.. but cause abit luan ma... cause first time... then very jing zhang?? lolx.. then hold the plate very long arms damn suan ar... then later was clearing of plates... damn heavy can!!! haiz. then was debreifing then over... then went bath as usual with joyce and sheryl.. then derno why today i bath damn fast?? lolx.. then later was go eat at design... then pei joyce till abt 5.50 then we left...cause joyce gt cds at six... then took bus to safra then 5 hme.. saw terence.. yupps.. reach home damn tired slp while..tat'swhy now still online.. cause slp abit le not tat tired liao... but think soon later can slp again le.. lolx.. =]...
since skool reopen.. i frm cannot slp ,not tired become comfirm can slp... then now not enough slp.. lolx
tmr is minds and bus cal then apec..
hope apec wil be alright...
i'm gona need coffee soon... =/ needa stock up liao... haiz...

Yupps. Today was a happy day.. indeed..
i have lots of laugh with sheryl and joyce today..
though morning i was abit moody/sleepy..
but they never fail to brighten my day..=]..
as usual.. laughs.. esp during the long break...
we went tamp... then after eat finish..we had lots of talk abt our pri and sec skool stuff.. d
amn funny... we say like those pri skool the guys will pull/play with our hairs..
if not pull our hairband out.. then we will run round the skool chase and stuff??
then after skool play those games?? wwell then i realise i was more active during pri skool which leads to my poor psle results...
then sec skool more lazy then results better?? t
hen we tell each other our embarrsing moments.. lolx.. soo funny... then they keep suan-ig me and jean..
cause they like only know jean?? lolx.. damn funny la..
cause i gt bring my camera ma.. then sort of jie shao some of my frends.. lolx..
then till pics with jean they keep suan-ing.. qi si ren le.. but funny la..,
the way they suan... like "u see..jean again leh.. everytime jean jean jean... haiyo another one with jean..."
then sheryl keep saying " ni bu ai wo le... ni de xin li zhi you jean???" lolx..
kns.. say like i les likedat.. lolx..then keep tsk me and stuff??
haiz.. then suan untill sometimes i derwan ans le..
cause everytime the same de..lolx.. everytime knew that they will say wad de.. lol..
then we also gt laugh at sheryl.. how dan chun she was? lolx..
then first impression each other?? lolx.. funny la...
so long never see my shuai ge le... hope will see on thurs or fri?? lolx. yupps..=]
that's all for now..=]
oh ya.. then went back skool.. look for jean.. i didn't see her cause she was totally block by herclassmates??
then went tamp with jean and her bro.. then caroline join.. ate at kim gray rest?? but i like the chicken derlike the sauce.. lolx..
the way jean and her bro duo zhui also quite funny?? lolx.. then went walk awhile then bus-ed home..=]
and yah.. happy birthday xiu xiu
and tmr caroline's b'dae..=]

Those recent incident just made me almost losing myself.. i've been forgetting things... easily bu shuang by ppl.. keep forgetting those things i promised others... it's like my heart is not with me, in chinese i think is xin bu zhai yan.... well i just have to get back on track.. yet again i told caroline i'm free on thurs... just realie not long ago i have apec on thurs...and on fri.. like argh!! all my plans on friday are boom! bash! gone... the day where i wanna let myself go is gone!! the day where i wanna meet my friends is gone... will be in the airport till from 4-1230am receiving delegates.. wonder how am i gonna cope with it with my current condition... saying smile and let it go is easy.. but doing it is difficult... just hope tmr i have more laughs with my poly crew to get thoughs away from me.. and please cross fingers, dlmsha, yupps..
well tmr yet another formal clothes and makeup day... this course is like changing me.. i dun like.. making us put makeups which i dun really like or u seldom see me do..... wear formal frm the start of the sem till the end which is okay la.. wasting money on all the stuff i shld not be wasting on like comestics as i think is a waste of money as i dun usual use these stuff.. like since when u will see me wearing make up go out?? well some may say it's changing for a better but to me is like creating another identity just to please others.. well... maybe someday i would grow and accept it... maybe someday... as for now..i dun know who is this personin fornt of me when i look into the mirror...
well.. shall go off now... as the saying goes.. zhao shui zhao qi sheng ti hao...